It’s been a bit of a while now, lots has happened. To summarise, most of it has been bollocks and I can’t wait for April to be over, with the exception of a few things that actually went my way for a change.

Our house flooded about a month ago now and we’ve been living in temporary accommodation up until last Wednesday when our house was finally ready to be lived in again, as a consequence I’ve had to apply for extensions on most of my deadlines at university, I may well hand in a personal extenuating circumstances (PEC) form for my exams too because I’m going to need all the help I can get with these finals, good lord…

I turned 21! Yay! Or, rather not yay saying as it was probably the biggest anti-climax of my life? Yeah, I’m just older, more bitter, more cynical and fatter haha, the only plus is when I go to Florida in October I can legally drink and indulge in lots of fantastic Disney resort cocktails, nom :).

I have managed to tot up an entire 4 weeks of work experience this summer in preparation for my vet school application in October; 3 weeks of it are taking place at 2 different local veterinary practises, one is the Alnwick large animal practise and the other is at their brand new equine clinic near Morpeth which I am super psyched about ‘cause all of their equipment is state of the art and I believe they have an equine hydro-therapy pool too which I hope I get to see in action. I appreciate this must make me sound like somewhat of a nerd but its one of the few things I get genuinely excited about these days, animal studies and whatnot.

I must also remember in the coming days to purchase a webcam for there are lots of things I would like to photograph and post, lord knows why but I feel this impulse must be indulged.

For now however, I am calling an end to this post for I have had the pleasure of working two ten hour shifts this Saturday and Sunday and am thoroughly pooped, I do however have a debate to take part in at 9am tomorrow at uni and would therefore like to be refreshed (both in the sense of sleep but also to simply get the chance to wash the rancid smell of kitchen off my person).

Peace, x.

I’d love to know what was going through a persons mind if they were ever missing me. Like, what ‘good parts’ might come to their mind… ‘Cause I really couldn’t think of any.

I want to die.

My whole life, everything I’ve ever worked towards is never going to happen.

My family are going to be so disappointed.

I feel 16 again.

I got my phone back on monday after sending it away to get repaired; i dropped it today and broke the screen. Again.

I’ve also just spent the last 15 minutes trying to untangle my nose and septum rings from one another - it feels so awkward!

I’m having a good day today, I like the sunshine :).

Tomorrow is Pancake day (!!!).